i.don't.even.

i'm not even going to lie, this is the WORST semester EVER! let's just put it this way; i probably have like 2 free nights out of a week. and i haven't been home for over a month now. i can't even find time to blog or do things that i like. you know what. i'm just glad i have time to sleep and eat. as i'm typing this, i'm still feeling a little mindfucked after a four-hour-and-a-half replacement class that ended almost an hour ago. i haven't even done my laundry and i'm supposed to be revising for Monday's midterm. my timetable for this sem is supposed to be till Thursday only but because of CNY, we now have classes till Friday and among these five days, four are morning classes (8 a.m classes). the only 'fun' times i look forward to is eating time and that also eating with head full of thoughts about assignments and tutorials and midterms. if we used to hang out and enjoy our Sundaes at Mcd, talk and laugh about the most random things in the world, now we just sit there with traumatized faces!

i know i'm not the only one but i am so pissed at myself for being a lousy group leader and a lousy person as a whole that i feel the need to unleash these fucked up feelings!!!!! i'm still trying to suppress my anger but i think my face is giving away all my thoughts!!! i need help!!! WTF and i hate those pigs in Angry Birds!!!!!!!! SIGHS i'm going to take a break now. giving myself a half an hour 'grace period' before i start world war three with my revision notes FML FML FML

my Angry Bird face